What hurt the most ...

The same night as the trunk dream I had another nightmare.  This one was about the end of a relationship.  I never saw how horrible the relationship was until this moment when it all turned to dust.  The dream relived the time when a former girlfriend told me that she was leaving me for another woman.  I was shocked and so hurt.  In the dream I tried to speak to my girlfriend.  I was so very upset but she wouldn't listen to me.  Finally I said that I had only one more thing to say -- that what hurt me the most was that she had stopped speaking to me.  In the beginning she could hardly stop telling me about herself -- but then she did.  The entire thing was a horror.  I cried so much.  Eventually she told me to stop crying because it hurt her too!  Imagine that.  And I had no come back.  I was drowning in tears.  I did stop crying and to this day still cannot cry.